Holla.. dah lama gila tak menaip-naip untuk my blog tersayang... (sayang la sangat kan~~).. Anyway, how's life?? Mine had been such a roller coster.. Pernah naik roller coster tak?? Kejap naik, kejap turun, pastue ada satu part roller coster akan ada macam sentap sikit kasik orang-orang yang naik tue menjerit sikit (kadang-kadang tak sikit jugak kalau ada kaki jerit kuat-kuat!!)
This week, MG sangatlah penat sebab macam-macam hal jadi.. My grandmother passed away last wednesday.. (Sedekah al-fatihah buat arwah yerr.. (^_^))The one yang jaga MG dari kecil.. Sebuas-buas MG, senakal-nakal MG, sedegil-degil MG dia layan jer... So, lepas ni dah takderlah orang nak layan MG merengek-rengek bila balik kampung.. My grandma selalunya bila MG merengek-rengek, mengada-ngada, she'll acted konon macam tak layan..konon macam tak dengar... Hey, i know that she listen well.. Years dia dah duduk atas kerusi roda sebab lutut dia sakit due to rheumatoid.. YES!! It's absolute pain kalau ada yang tak tahu.. So, my grandma tak ada choices la sangat kan... Bila cucu dia merengek-rengek, nak lari pun tak bolehlah.. tapi kan, mana ada nenek tak layan cucu... hihi..
I tried and tried and tried to be okay and tahan tahan tahan supaya tak nangis, but my motivation is getting thinner.. Hey, ada ubat gembira tak?? jual sama aku...
Most people keep on asking, "ok tak?"... ofcoz la MG reply "OK.."... I'm sorry that i lied, because the truth is i'm not.. In this two months, lots of thing had happen that i could fall and fall and fall... yerrr, MG pilih untuk berubah, even if it's not for the better... at least i'm not at the same spot i used to be... at least....
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